this is literal fucking me in 5 yearsssss

oh no
suddenly mimi's a kid with issues now

how am i supposed to try when i cannot even speak about it?

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I follow your channel a bit too much and I sometimes wish you could give insight to what's really going on in your life I mean not sth personal but like your interests and all

well, my interests are pretty much reflections of what i post here, i, just like every other teenagers, is interested in teenagers things, done pretty weird things and awkward stuffs. i'm in my gap year currently and will be starting my college in few months and that's all academic-wise. What else can i say without giving out personal info? lol

majority of things i post in my channel are thoughts that randomly drop in my mind or something i create to simplify situations i'm in. most of the time they are just random thoughts which i think 'yeah this one deserves to get posted'.
and like some people say, hope i don't give off scary vibe. i'm a very chill person. (if you know me well)

if you know me personally, then you probably hate me
and if you don't know me personally, it's just you don't have enough reasons to hate me for now

i don't understand why people even try to show their hate towards me, like you can clearly see it's like throwing words at a wall. stop wasting your energy lmao
your words means dirt to me 🤷‍♀

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i don’t just follow your channel but i follow you. i’m analyzing your journey, the way you're evolving. even tho we don’t get many insights into your daily life or progress. i’m excited to see where you’ll be in the coming years.

i’ve started ignoring most channels, but i always check yours. because you're genuine. your posts come straight from your brain (and occasionally from your heart, haha).

most channels in your niche feel cringe or exaggerated to me..like ai poetry, love drama, and all that fluff. but yours is rational, and that’s what i want to follow. emotional content is everywhere; it can be real or fake.

thank you whoever you are, the way you said "you're evolving, even tho............." yeah it made me feel relieved lol
i too am excited to see how my future unfolds and how I'll react to it. let's see

the heart part is pretty real. i barely do that ))
and yeah i left so many channels too because.... you see it's too generic. i still follow many unique channels though and thanks again for calling it genuine.

anonymous huh

there's a void inside me, getting shallower day by day

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what are your favorite channels on telegea?

telegram? that's a tough question lol because it changes frequently

° @Pallom93 - you all know how much i like this one
° @Inoarea - hehe the aesthetic is too fire
° @TheLitEscape - that's who recommends me books (ifkinloveit)
° @Eternally_Awake - am i the only one who go through all the posts despite the spamming lol
° @Ballacllava - the vibe from here is just so peak
° @playsofshakespear - this became my favorite recently, i love whatever the fuck they post.

special mentions: (the channels that i read daily)
- @Herdumpyard - ofc
- @wtevaa
- Thursday - funny af
- @Shrijeet_Rachit
- @ennium
- @bluesummer00
- @HelterSklter
- @grayevardd
- @honkthehonker

am I “too human” for this job or are some of you guys fucking robots?

i come from a family of perfectionist and i'm supposed to get alleviated for my mistakes?
fucking punish me

simply phenomenal

Always in the liminal space of not quite knowing where my heart truly lies.