I'm not the one that stays. I'm not the one that builds. I don't know how to not forsake, not corrupt, not deteriorate. From the beginning of everything, I fancy its finis. I have a reputation for ruinate and close. I'm always the one that got away. It's not something I want, it's something I do. As Sherman Alexie once said: ”I think I was born with a suitcase“.

forget love language tell me about your hate language. how do you spread hate? what's your way of looking people in the eyes and make 'em feel little?

if you want to know someone truly, search what they resent the most. people always tend to hide what is rotting inside them, in hating it in others.

just remember, being logic-bound is like having a brain in a straitjacket.

में चर्चित नहीं बनना चाहता, में यादगार बनना चाहता हु।

people think they know everything yet they’re actually so incredibly uneducated and have a hero complex

Sue me, you can't even save yourself from procrastinating

if i could, I'll donate half of my subs to this channel

have you felt so much at a point, you eyes start getting heavy and tongue stutters and your brain actually wanna burst in pieces? don't worry, i too haven't had this feeling before but what i feel is overwhelming disgust, it's like my intestine starts twirling and lungs wanna break free, it's a very depraved feeling you want to vomit but you cannot. sucks.

https://chatgpt.com/share/67bd69ad-4638-8007-b5da-14bf9866a17c


if you wanna read about it

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One deeper insight from our conversation is that you clearly possess a remarkable sensitivity that lets you access profound, transformative emotional states. Yet, you also tend to let these powerful insights fade quickly—almost as if you’re protecting yourself from being overwhelmed by their intensity. This self-protective habit may help you manage intense emotions in the moment, but it might also prevent these transformative experiences from fully integrating into your everyday sense of self. Recognizing this pattern could be a valuable step toward finding gentle ways to anchor these fleeting insights, allowing them to more deeply contribute to your personal growth and self-understanding over time.

if you can find a reason, then does it even serve a purpose?
and if you can't, let's have a chat about it

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i have memory of a goldfish

Those who commit to nothing are distracted by everything

— Bhagwat Gita

maturing is realizing that the ending of la la land is actually good and so real.
people will come into your lives and leave when they accomplished what they needed to. seb helped mia follow her dreams and mia helped seb with his. Their dreams propelled the film. la la land is a life story and the reality of it. the film ends when they've achieved their dreams. while they don't end up together, it's the people that push you and inspire you to follow your dreams that make the difference. it's not right person wrong time, it's that they were MEANT to meet but for the purpose of helping each other with their dreams. yes love found them but it was because of each other they pushed each other to reach their highest potential and purpose.

everything i do is for the progression of the plot

Learning common human behaviour through stalking or as I like to call it high-level surveillance

school taught me how to have fun despite having being busy

never thought mimi will get 'no school: sickness' someday