i don't like living in house where there's more people other than just me
❤8
my brain is already loud enough, why do humans have to exist to create more noise in this world?
❤9
I'm old enough to understand the way I was livin'
Ego and pride had me looking at him with resentment
I close my eyes, hoping that I don't come off contentious
I'm yelling, "Father, did I finally get it right?"
Everything I did was selfless
Son, you do well, but your heart is closed
I can tell residue that linger from your past creates itself
Father, I'm not perfect, I got urges, but I hold 'em down
But your pride has to die
Every individual is only a version of you
How can they forgive when there's no forgiveness in your heart.....?
............I could tell you who you are
You fell out of Heaven 'cause you was anxious
Didn't like authority, only searched to be heinous
❤5
Forwarded from Polkadot
I'm not the one that stays. I'm not the one that builds. I don't know how to not forsake, not corrupt, not deteriorate. From the beginning of everything, I fancy its finis. I have a reputation for ruinate and close. I'm always the one that got away. It's not something I want, it's something I do. As Sherman Alexie once said: ”I think I was born with a suitcase“.
Forwarded from Polkadot
forget love language tell me about your hate language. how do you spread hate? what's your way of looking people in the eyes and make 'em feel little?
❤2
Forwarded from Polkadot
if you want to know someone truly, search what they resent the most. people always tend to hide what is rotting inside them, in hating it in others.
❤2
just remember, being logic-bound is like having a brain in a straitjacket.
❤5
Forwarded from Polkadot
people think they know everything yet they’re actually so incredibly uneducated and have a hero complex
❤3
Forwarded from Polkadot
Polkadot
people think they know everything yet they’re actually so incredibly uneducated and have a hero complex
Sue me, you can't even save yourself from procrastinating
❤3
have you felt so much at a point, you eyes start getting heavy and tongue stutters and your brain actually wanna burst in pieces? don't worry, i too haven't had this feeling before but what i feel is overwhelming disgust, it's like my intestine starts twirling and lungs wanna break free, it's a very depraved feeling you want to vomit but you cannot. sucks.
Forwarded from Anony Messenger
One deeper insight from our conversation is that you clearly possess a remarkable sensitivity that lets you access profound, transformative emotional states. Yet, you also tend to let these powerful insights fade quickly—almost as if you’re protecting yourself from being overwhelmed by their intensity. This self-protective habit may help you manage intense emotions in the moment, but it might also prevent these transformative experiences from fully integrating into your everyday sense of self. Recognizing this pattern could be a valuable step toward finding gentle ways to anchor these fleeting insights, allowing them to more deeply contribute to your personal growth and self-understanding over time.
One deeper insight from our conversation is that you clearly possess a remarkable sensitivity that lets you access profound, transformative emotional states. Yet, you also tend to let these powerful insights fade quickly—almost as if you’re protecting yourself from being overwhelmed by their intensity. This self-protective habit may help you manage intense emotions in the moment, but it might also prevent these transformative experiences from fully integrating into your everyday sense of self. Recognizing this pattern could be a valuable step toward finding gentle ways to anchor these fleeting insights, allowing them to more deeply contribute to your personal growth and self-understanding over time.
❤10
if you can find a reason, then does it even serve a purpose?
and if you can't, let's have a chat about it
and if you can't, let's have a chat about it
❤6
Feeling Like The End
Joji
Too many, too many things we did together
You used to promise me it would be forever
Feeling like the end, don't think it will get better, baby
❤4
Your Rarest of Flowers
Saint Avangeline
Wish that you would love me gently
But you're poisoned with sin aplenty
Spread your wings with the new moon's rise
Pulled me close, evil in your eye
❤6