it sucks how there's never enough time

"be resilient, not just brilliant"

The goal is to be filthy Rich n’ disgustingly High educated.

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“The awful thing is that beauty is mysterious as well as terrible. God and the devil are fighting there and the battlefield is the heart of man.”

- FD, The Brothers Karamazov

an academic comeback that has never been witnessed by humanity, let's go.

they glazed so hard, felt like i was talking to my ego

get me a gun and i'll show you the most amazing 1 min of your life

BREAK HER HEART???
- in half

i want my hardships to get over, and have a sense of comfort where i don't worry about my next minute and continuously live in regression state, feeling like my value is degrading. i want to embrace few days like, "Yes, i truly lived it" instead of "Yea, i made it productive by the last minute".

but
but what will be my purpose if to not constantly grow in this life, i mean, i have never felt happy after achieving something but the yearning for it is more delightful.

or maybe i'm too tired from the same thing over and over again, at some point we need to.

but
but quitting after winning is the only acceptable trope for me, there's no other choice....
i can never say "fuck it, this is too tough, i'm out". Never Ever

i want to win, win it all, win to prove everybody that nothing is impossible to me, i will get it if i want it. be it any fucking thing.

i don't wanna be looked down and have people say, "look at that guy, says a lot, does nothing, a sore loser"
fuck no, i wanna prove to every soul out there, that, i am the most competitive one out here.

i don't wanna live a trash commoner filthy life.

absolute power tends to corrupt absolutely