if "boys don't cry and sigma culture🗿"
is toxic masculinity
then "I'm just a girl 🎀"
is fragile feminity?

i have always found my way easy with people with mommy issues, now i know why i can't do the same with daddy issues people

i live and die for tv girl

whatever you're finding sense of now, i have done it when i was 14yo

the cycle of hollow joy and vicious self-hatred

I'll never see anything like evangelion ever again

how much of myself is me? and how many parts of me are taken from others?
was i the copy? or i just happened to be same as them?

Minecraft songs have no reason to go this hard

when you fall in love, it should be forever

Monica Belluci <3

90 days of winter

one thing i learned this year is being calm no matter what the situation is earlier my hands used to shake (not nuch) in either excitement or fear.
now it just doesn't budge me a lot.

you know the feeling? where your full-body blood becomes warmer and suddenly your ears gets cold nd you start stuttering in excitement

maybe i just had too much caffeine and brain stimulation or maybe i just learned how to keep it in check. i dont fear nor i feel excitement.

I'm just too 'normal' now, more calmer, more stable and more attentive.