what a fucking day

it's the series of fortunate events from 10pm yesterday

!WHAT A FUCKING CHAMPIONSHIP FOR MAX!

this song is so beautiful, those guitars, those bass, those vocals sounds
sheeeeesh

mannn fucking pieceeee of art

this can easily go down as masterpiece

i feel ike i am falling in love with music again.

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fuck man, what a crazy year this was

so much emotions, so much drama, so much nice moments, i didn't achieved my full potential but yet it was worth it, atleast now I'm aware that i can go and be all the very best of what i am

i met many new people this year, developed memories and had fun. i wish they can stay for 5-6 more years but ig it doesn't work that way. we'll seperate our paths in no time before we'll ever realise it. which will suck but sheesh don't give a damn about what's lost give a damn about what you got

we're always gonna find interesting and contagious people, there's always uncertain amount of glorious opportunities either they can lead you to purposeful or sorrowful tomorrow.

but one thing for certain is, i realised i dont wanna stop anymore, i just wanna run and run and run and run and run till my legs give up and my brain no longer supports me

I'll always be grateful for what I'll achieve and try not to hold on to things which i can't have

i have been humbled and I'm not gonna make excuses about it. i accept and try to more generous and less hateful (still hard).

i also am practising on how to reach out to people when i feel not like myself, i never really contacted people ig it wasn't in me, never really called my friends or family to know how they are doing and try to tell em how i am doing

but I'm letting go of that habit, i talk to my mom once in 3 days to know how she's doing and how's everything, maybe slowly I'll also establish contact for my friends from my side and try to be part in whatever they're doing

this is not overanalysing or ranting, i just wanna express how i want to be different as i put my legs into my twenties