organic chemistry is an art

and i'm hitler.
(about to blow my brains out to paint the notebook)

sheeeesh sometimes even i get amazed by level of reference layers i add into my jokes

most people don't understand how positive affirmations work. you don't have to be a monkey on repeat and say some sentences to drip good energy in your life or something like that.

affirming yourself means submerging yourself in the "feelings" of how being cheerful and strong feels like, that sensation pushes your brain to achieve that state and that's how everything which you were procrastinating, you will start sorting out and eventually have a better outcome.

fixed

share some tough ass songs which makes me wanna bop my head

"How simple you make it... light and dark, as if there is one without the other."

when you're so fking goated that people miss your win and people hate your wins

I took my drugs and took my lovin' when I left out the spot
I left the party with a Barbie, markin' X on the dot
She calls my phone up but I told her, "I'm a loner" (uh)
But she likes my watch and my droptop and my persona (uh)
We hit the highway, 1-5-5, with my whole foot on the dash
She's in my ear, she's got no fear, she could care less if we crash
But on my radar, I've got some nerve to play hard
I waited for my chance, but playboys, we don't dance, dance, dance

my all bone feels like somebody is churning them into powder

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I liked living in a 1BHK apartment, with no one to bother me, where I could do my chores without bluetooth disconnecting, where I could write whatever the fuck I want to on the walls. I didn't like the feeling of pensive sadness that came from being lonely but it was a part of that comfortable life where no one was there to bother me. I miss it, I miss every pros and cons of living under that one fan that I thought could fall over me and be the end of something as miserable as my life.

"Life is really a game of luck because imagine if I hadn't met a weird-looking guy in some math coaching. Imagine if I was 10 minutes early, not 10 minutes late, on the first day of my school. Imagine if I wasn't bored enough to play a game with the girls. Imagine if I wasn't overconfident enough to ask for her number. Imagine if I wasn't brave enough to keep myself together when all of this was falling apart.

Imagine if life wasn't so random, how boring this would have been."

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