Things to do after May:

> apply for driving license (and learn car) ⏯️
> finish baghwadh gita ⏯
> finish Dostoevsky oeuvre ⏯️
> push to elo rating 2000(+/-) [current: 1540]
> learn Shogi ✅
> finishing at least 2 video games
- Hollow Knight ✅
- Detroit: Become Human ✅
> gain form in basketball again⛔️ (i realised I'm not gonna play again)
> resume gym ✅
> learn video editing ⏯
> create atleast 3 projects (web)
> drawing / sketching
> piano
> learn russian (B2) ⏯️
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if you read all of this
try reading this too

also this, it's too important to miss

the first to get blamed is always the poor.

made me impossible to love anybody

i knew it all along,
i'm the lowest of low
i fuking hate myself.

you know you are worthless, piece of shit when even looking at kids who are trash picker makes you feel ashamed of your life.

there's many tough egoist out there, who says you will come even 1% closer to their resolve?

My god, you're having your ‘We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, that accretion of sensory experience and feelings’ moment

Handsome young man, never worried 'bout time
Flexin' on the 'net, it's the same offline, aye
If I don't lead, where will they go?
They follow my every move
Every move (every move)

I'm a pretty boy livin' on the West side
Livin' so loud, you could never hear me cry, nah
See no tears run down my eyes (my eyes)
Oh, these hills, they burn so bright (burn so bright)
Oh, these hills, they bring me life (bring me life)

me 1% if not 99%

Doesn't my silence tell you that I am full of words?

i wanted to go across my country with you, go places, see rivers and just be in the moment.