the only good thing to come out of this mindless conspiracy is that i had totally forgotten about J-Cole's "she knows". It's such a GOATed song.

Date idea? I'll teach you about the workings of Rail-gun and it's feasibility

it's not practically very feasible, but yes it is real.
sorry the date thing was not for boys.

there's two side of me in every festival
- i fucking hate it.
- i want sweets, whatever kind.

“The creatures outside looked from pig to man, and from man to pig, and from pig to man again; but already it was impossible to say which was which.”

Things to do after May:

> apply for driving license (and learn car) ⏯️
> finish baghwadh gita ⏯
> finish Dostoevsky oeuvre ⏯️
> push to elo rating 2000(+/-) [current: 1540]
> learn Shogi ✅
> finishing at least 2 video games
- Hollow Knight ✅
- Detroit: Become Human ✅
> gain form in basketball again⛔️ (i realised I'm not gonna play again)
> resume gym ✅
> learn video editing ⏯
> create atleast 3 projects (web)
> drawing / sketching
> piano
> learn russian (B2) ⏯️
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if you read all of this
try reading this too

also this, it's too important to miss

the first to get blamed is always the poor.

made me impossible to love anybody

i knew it all along,
i'm the lowest of low
i fuking hate myself.

you know you are worthless, piece of shit when even looking at kids who are trash picker makes you feel ashamed of your life.

there's many tough egoist out there, who says you will come even 1% closer to their resolve?

My god, you're having your ‘We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, that accretion of sensory experience and feelings’ moment