i do not wish to be alone, i don't wish to be in room full of people either

being lonely is how my mind get exposed to all kinds of thoughts that puts me down, if there is even a presence of somebody, then this won't occur.

and if there's nobody i choose to sleep, sleep till somebody wakes me up and then i won't be harsh on me anymore

everything will be okay eventually

i can still manage, even if don't

"Hold my hand until we turn to ashes
Love me 'til they put me in my casket
I got all these feelings that I'm maskin'
Can I lay it on you? That's what I'm askin'"

comeback

this game is like sin curve except there is no boundaries on domain at [-1,1]. you can go as higher you want and as low you can get

chat is this W?

i'm just a common person

with common mindset and common knowledge, if looked in larger magnitude there is no difference between me and the masses

there is nothing 'impressive' about me which will help me survive in some dire condition.
if i'm good in one thing then i am bad at hundred things.

and i have no intention of justifying it by saying 'atleast you're good somewhere, focus yourself on to that one thing" because no. i will never do that.

how do people who shines at the end manages to do that?

is it same old boring stuff like determination, passion, hardwork and crap? or is there largely a luck factor? or is it, that those people are just destined to achieve it. because majority of you will never even experience a life called luxury

makes me wonder, what am i good in? chess, no i'm average. studies? no, i'm average. sports? no, i'm average. music? drawing? cooking? blahblahblah, i'm just "Average".