i hate chess

majority is weak, it was always easy to stand out.
now everybody i see are exception
you got to be exceptional among them.

pity those who chose easiest way out

Sometimes all I need is someone to listen to me.

i do not wish to be alone, i don't wish to be in room full of people either

being lonely is how my mind get exposed to all kinds of thoughts that puts me down, if there is even a presence of somebody, then this won't occur.

and if there's nobody i choose to sleep, sleep till somebody wakes me up and then i won't be harsh on me anymore

everything will be okay eventually

i can still manage, even if don't

"Hold my hand until we turn to ashes
Love me 'til they put me in my casket
I got all these feelings that I'm maskin'
Can I lay it on you? That's what I'm askin'"

comeback

this game is like sin curve except there is no boundaries on domain at [-1,1]. you can go as higher you want and as low you can get