there's just so many people in this world, with so much ambition as bright as mine. So many people can choose to just sit on their sofa everyday and live a normal life enjoy their summers go on a hike and spend time with their loved ones in a nice state living a normal average life but people like me, people like us are fucking driven by passion I don't want sit on my sofa and watch movies and do my lawn for a whole day. I'll rather choose to be in the eye of a tornado fucking my brains out by sorting all the mess that's the kind of thrill I live for.
and so do all the people, it's so amazing to think that we will die in just few 20 years and each and every year is so important for our life cause we can go back to 0 in a day 1, but it'll take decades to be where you are now and the very fact is so scaring. it's like playing a video game where once you die you start from beginning all over (or maybe not).
But that is exactly what makes itworth living, worth trying, cause fucking hell nobody is gonna remember you in vast shithole so try whatever the fuck you wanna try. DAMN
I just wish somebody will rewind my life all over like a movie and have an opinion about it, cause why am I even doing this for? if not to be understood? why are we even doing this?
where does this desire even comes from? why do we feel all of it? so much fire inside us, we are just like a matchstick compared to real thing, we'll get lit up and burn so bright then die being ashes sticking on that burning stick.
and so do all the people, it's so amazing to think that we will die in just few 20 years and each and every year is so important for our life cause we can go back to 0 in a day 1, but it'll take decades to be where you are now and the very fact is so scaring. it's like playing a video game where once you die you start from beginning all over (or maybe not).
But that is exactly what makes itworth living, worth trying, cause fucking hell nobody is gonna remember you in vast shithole so try whatever the fuck you wanna try. DAMN
I just wish somebody will rewind my life all over like a movie and have an opinion about it, cause why am I even doing this for? if not to be understood? why are we even doing this?
where does this desire even comes from? why do we feel all of it? so much fire inside us, we are just like a matchstick compared to real thing, we'll get lit up and burn so bright then die being ashes sticking on that burning stick.
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coffee to me is like what blood is to vampires as soon as brain gets its hit all the noises, distractions, pain just vanish, every bit of emotions shuts off and it turns into a machine which just knows how to get the job done.
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then i got into the zone and everything started getting clear like sky, my mind was processing information at computer's rate
the hunger to know kept growing bigger and bigger
the hunger to know kept growing bigger and bigger
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don't take me as mbti fan, i just like seeing something projected by others onto me when it is sort of true.
my brain has officially stopped functioning well, is it even possible to sleep for 20 hours
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bro i need a new account, i can't afford losing so much elo in one day
majority is weak, it was always easy to stand out.
now everybody i see are exception
you got to be exceptional among them.
now everybody i see are exception
you got to be exceptional among them.
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