the feeling of 'slipping' again is slowly growing but you can't let it take over.
cause if you do, if you slip, it might be too late

damn.
now i need to fix everything by myself and there will be noone, not even to just spectate

i just hope nobody sees me as a Role Model

i wanna eat coffee and sleep.
shut my brain up for few weeks then come back fresh

I'll never be able to pull a trigger or hang myself,
but i'm very sure
if i can, then i will drive my car on the highway as fast as i can
with all the rush, i don't care if i survive or die
i'd rather die flying than choking myself.

just the way she did

"i'm fucking invincible"

the fact that i clicked my mbti on personality-database and each character i saw were either villains or characters i felt related to

i'm not even surprised by this

All i wanted was love, why am i trying to be perfect?

day by day i just wanna become a crime detective or a forensic member
last night i was looking for a college related to forensics sciences lol

fuck man, i love learning so much.
times when i find a problem that just drops your jaw into perplexity