Literally.

"The desire to want to have control and not at the same time."

alt rock gotta be one of my fav genre

burn incoming 😈

nights like these when i don't know what i want with myself

the feeling of 'slipping' again is slowly growing but you can't let it take over.
cause if you do, if you slip, it might be too late

damn.
now i need to fix everything by myself and there will be noone, not even to just spectate

i just hope nobody sees me as a Role Model

i wanna eat coffee and sleep.
shut my brain up for few weeks then come back fresh

I'll never be able to pull a trigger or hang myself,
but i'm very sure
if i can, then i will drive my car on the highway as fast as i can
with all the rush, i don't care if i survive or die
i'd rather die flying than choking myself.

just the way she did

"i'm fucking invincible"

the fact that i clicked my mbti on personality-database and each character i saw were either villains or characters i felt related to

i'm not even surprised by this

All i wanted was love, why am i trying to be perfect?

day by day i just wanna become a crime detective or a forensic member
last night i was looking for a college related to forensics sciences lol