when you feel too contempt for the things your family do for you, and yet there's nothing in your account to show them in return, some people can live with this feeling but for me, i'm too value based so this feelings crawls onto me, making it tough to move my legs, unable to laugh openly and feeling a waste of resources for everybody.

it sucks being provided with so many commodities, time, and love yet i choose to find something to distract myself away from goals. running away from things which i must do.

if you wanna prove them so bad, why don't you do something about it? why sit and let the grains go down?

BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!

fuck it

if they deserve better? why can't you BE BETTER?

people kill and die to reach the point where you were born and yet you find some 'justifiable' excuse to put up a blind eye on what's important

for fuck sake

you think sitting in your rooms, being happy about things, and getting food two times a day, and having a sound sleep, and buying whatever the fuck you wish to buy, doing whatever shit you want to do, having no worries of tomorrow, having no sense of survival.

that's gonna save you? that's gonna help you 5-10 years in future?

people outside will fucking tear and rip your skin and mind as soon as they see somebody so tenuous like you. doesn't matter if you're born rich or born strong or a fucking mind blowing extraordinary genius. the moment they see you're spoiled in any way you'll die.

a little bit of shame can improve your life.

I’m tired of being never understood
I’m tired cuz no one see it the way I see it

I’m tired of how loud they are
I’m tired of how they lack calmness and peace

I’m tired cuz no one can see the real me in here and appreciate me the way I am !

intj : yes I'm insecure. yes I have a god complex. yes we exist

if max is behind you, it's not about 'if' he comes past you, it's 'when' he comes past you

my hands starts shaking when i win a game just like after smoking, it's like an addiction. so real yet unrealistic and everytime