she's me

the amount of toxin in my body is questionable.

enough self-destruct. time to get back at shit

but first, some coffee

intj : I really wanna do bad things to you
entp : really? it's hot like what?
intj : breaking your fucking neck

bro wtf, why are they so fucking accurate

is there anybody who is bad than me?

you know what sucks the most? learning theories, when you know no matter the amount of perfection it's not gonna be played out in similar way.

specially with so many variations, ughh.

so, that's why I have decided. I'll learn Sicilian theories and revise Catalan once again.

i can see most of my moves are being played out in general "best" and some are mistakes and inaccuracy is less. meaning i'm capable of critical thinking again, but i just need to apply it once again.
and in a few weeks i'll be ready to play rated games once more

A good cup of coffee could help

why do Indian ppl have no fuckin fashion sense.

i mean dude atleast use a good perfume if you don't know how to dress

𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑨𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒔𝒕, 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒆,
𝑴𝒓 𝑾𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅.
𝑨𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒐 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒆𝒙𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒅,
𝑩𝒚 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒅.
𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔,
𝑷𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒅𝒆𝒅, 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒆.
𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍,
𝑮𝒐𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒐𝒍.
𝑨𝒉! 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝑮𝒐𝒅? 𝑯𝒆'𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒗𝒊𝒍𝒆,
𝑺𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒔𝒐𝒏, 𝑱𝒆𝒔𝒖𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅.
𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍,
𝑰𝒏 𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒂𝒍𝒍.
𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌,
𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑮𝒐𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔.
𝑺𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒎,
𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒔𝒎.
𝑨𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆,
𝑨 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒓, 𝑵𝒊𝒆𝒕𝒛𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒊𝒏.

well, i doubt.
he'll be same as me. snake?

the thing is
idk if i can fly, but i definitely know I'll fly for few seconds. and that'll be worth it.

get a little drunk and push myself over when i finally die, I'll look up to the one who pushed me.

and I'll let me walk away with that, and let the fallen sleep.