My biggest red flag is that i’ve normalized silent treatment when im not in mood for a talk, i don’t really know how to express my feelings especially when im sad and hurt, i only talk to myself in my head about how i feel all the time.

everytime i tried communicating about how i felt, it always turned into an argument

I think i will never reconnect with my feelings or understand ‘em

THC <<<< Caffeine

wanna watch the vampire diaries with you

before that we watching
star wars universe

yeah man

she's me

the amount of toxin in my body is questionable.

enough self-destruct. time to get back at shit

but first, some coffee

intj : I really wanna do bad things to you
entp : really? it's hot like what?
intj : breaking your fucking neck

bro wtf, why are they so fucking accurate

is there anybody who is bad than me?

you know what sucks the most? learning theories, when you know no matter the amount of perfection it's not gonna be played out in similar way.

specially with so many variations, ughh.

so, that's why I have decided. I'll learn Sicilian theories and revise Catalan once again.

i can see most of my moves are being played out in general "best" and some are mistakes and inaccuracy is less. meaning i'm capable of critical thinking again, but i just need to apply it once again.
and in a few weeks i'll be ready to play rated games once more

A good cup of coffee could help

why do Indian ppl have no fuckin fashion sense.

i mean dude atleast use a good perfume if you don't know how to dress