You are not LISTENING you just wanna Win the argument !

i get PMS without any PM

tick tick lessgo.

black and white? how do you know which side should you pick?
i personally, people call me "survivor". i never did anything crucial to be called that
i mean at every point whatever i did was so reckless but i still come out of the shit show somehow. bruised, punched, somehow. i survive. but i just know i am able to do that cause i neither choose black nor white. you're either gonna die or win and i dont like two choices. now some people might call it "honourless", "prideless" not following your singular minded idea but tbh idc.

i go where my chances of getting out of this shithole is more. and for that i choose black, white, grey, yellow, green, whatever the fuck is there.

and with this i have realised, people on any color are not "completely wrong".
some for their honor and pride they do wrong things,
some for their greediness do bad things. but it turns out nobody is 100% pure in their own color.

and if nobody is pure, nobody is right. why should i stay corrected?

and this my love is when people get jealous. when people who are in one color feel me getting ahead of them, they start posing as so righteous people as if being true to their own self is such a great virtue. but at the end of the day they know if they just had chosen me. they could have made this shit easier.

but in reality, whatever looks seemless is never "too easy".

prolly choosing to be colorless to get dyed in any at any moment is what people can't bear. cause ofc you can't change your whole mentality over night nobody can
i can.
if I'm some radical conservative communist last night, I'd be leftist democrat capitalist by the morning if that is going to help me and it's not just "pretending", it'll be truly real

sounded honourless enough? mhmm, that's right.
I'll be your friend and I'll be your foe in seconds and you'll never really know who i truly was.

or maybe that's why people resembles my personality as snake?

when a rider is going with his fastest pace crossing cars one by one in fraction of seconds and you feeel "fuck, that's so exciting". but is that easy? to do it?

when people are on the verge of collapse they to choose to beg to their respective gods "hoping" that he'll somehow take you out alive from there. but it never really happens and you just die.
or maybr you gathet some strength and do it just later to thank the gods about saving you.

if gods were generous, towards us, towards 'you', toward every little shrink of small 'lives' walking on this planet, then he'd also be generous enough to not let innocent lives die.
god gave us a world and left it in that state to us, he don't even mind lookin back at itnto check up on us, and the day he finally looks back at us. it'll too late.

but i dont care about your honor, I'm gonna go fast and quick and straight up into the mouth of death, so nobody knows how i ended up dead.

comfort

send them my regards

rational people never hold a permanent place in anybody's heart

he will be back

When Dostoevsky said:
"Isolate as much as you want to become stronger, even if you see that loneliness is an unbearable hell, it is much better than the multiple masks of humans"