i just love the caws sound at the like 2-4am, it's truly a different kind of peace.

end yourself

if you're observant enough, you'll notice something beautiful

"every blink is upto 20m of darkness"

fuckin cold

maybe i am just habituated to this constant suffering, and when i feel doing certain things will resolve it then my senses just triggers to avoid them.

I'll take instant in coming from low to 0, but maybe forever to just go more higher up

and if you think, "but you have changed so much in these past years"

No, i have not. it's just that '0' has moved from where it was

truly am the most miserable

fuck it, we vibe each life.

hm

i may think on level 5, but my ego always act on 2

who is this liker, thanks for valdiating me

the cold breeze, birds randomly chirping, trucks passing by occasionally, train honks from far, cicadas, immense dark and total quiet.