I hate it when I’m trying not to cry and I can feel my eyes start to water and I look up to try to prevent them from falling and they do anyways. Then when I start crying, I just lose it and all my emotions that I was holding in, comes out.
trust me, i know how it feels, i know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you, and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
do you ever get a text & u just stare at it for a while & take a deep breath and think “what the actual fuck am i suppose to reply to that??”
i have changed. i’m not as nice as i used to be, because i don’t want to get used or walked over. i don’t trust anyone and tell them my secrets, i distance myself from people because in the end, they always leave. i have realized that i’m the only person that i can depend on.
I think a guy fighting for his relationship and showing his feelings is more attractive than someone who act like they don’t give af.
أعوذ بالله من تعب الحياة و تعب الجسد ، وشر البشر ، وما لا طاقة لنا به ومن حزن يجثو علي قلوبنا، اللهم ارحم ضعفنا واجبر كسرنا يارب معجزة من عندك تغير كل الأقدار وتحقق الأماني، اللهم أزرع في أرواحنا راحة لا تغادرنا ابداً، اللهم يسر اموري وحقق طموحي يا حي يا قيوم.