Then of course I went to get new Lestappen fics after I got connected, LONGING for angsty hurt no comforts after Charles’ wedding, yet ironically, have not found anything wedding related BUT Idk if it's me but people are writing more angst about them without the mention of the wedding? Which makes the whole thing even more angsty, like it's the elephant in the room but we all as a community are avoiding it, yet it affects how we see their relationship at this point, like it’s a lost cause, like there’s no turning back, like there’s nothing left but quiet yearning and gut wrenching pain.