Idk how I got here but I’m happy where I am, don’t try to save me.

Balanced on A Silver Thread / Matz

https://archiveofourown.org/works/69754876/chapters/181001121?view_adult=true

I Know What It Looks Like From The Outside / Jackson Wang/Park Jinyoung

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27759247/chapters/67950064

Love Is Not A Temporary Thing To Me / Jackson Wang/Park Jinyoung

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28342647

Bottom insecure shameless aching to be loved Jackson Wang saved me actually.

My guy asked someone he barely knew to be his sex tutor, teaching him how to have gay sex because he just recently came out and all who he slept with had mistreated him during and after sex and so he thinks he was the problem because he simply wasn’t good at gay sex.

Rosso Corsa Covered Hearts / Lestappen

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63340900/chapters/162271315

This mf was a godsent for me during internet shutdown so it’s very dear and near to me.

When the war began I started reading a 400k jinson fic and I was like let’s see which ends first, war or this fic, there has been a ceasefire for weeks and I’m on page 4500 with 2000 pages to go.

Also I’ve gone back to the cancer Daniel Maxiel fic. No I still haven’t finished that shit, because everytime I go back to it I feel like I might die if I continue reading.

Then of course I went to get new Lestappen fics after I got connected, LONGING for angsty hurt no comforts after Charles’ wedding, yet ironically, have not found anything wedding related BUT Idk if it's me but people are writing more angst about them without the mention of the wedding? Which makes the whole thing even more angsty, like it's the elephant in the room but we all as a community are avoiding it, yet it affects how we see their relationship at this point, like it’s a lost cause, like there’s no turning back, like there’s nothing left but quiet yearning and gut wrenching pain.

Who Did This To You? / Lestappen

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72493461/chapters/188778106