I've always been a guy who'll correct himself before reaching someone else's mistakes. My attitude speaks of itself.
I have always been responsible for my own mistakes, never blamed anyone, be it circumstances, my mood or anything else. I left acting on impulse ages ago. I remember old days when VVR taught me not to care enough about people who don't matter to you. It creates a protective shell for you. You can choose who can harm you and who cannot. Hence, if I'm vulnerable around you, it's by choice. And my choices may persistent ups and downs but it takes very little effort to undo them, you know it 😉

Other thing we both guys have faced at some point is space abuse. If I give you a safe place to vent, rant and talk freely, you gotta make sure not to abuse it. You have a room, it's your job to keep it clean, you're solely responsible for it. If you misuse it, trying to be a mean bitch, I won't care less. I don't expect you to give me as much of comfort as I offer, but if you have the audacity to use the comfort, be answerable to your actions.

There are things that affect me as well. I face two choices whenever I'm affected.
1. Pain
2. Anger
If I'm always choosing the former, that means you mean something to me. Again, try to abuse it and you'll know the latter. If I'm there to take a bullet for you, don't take it for granted.

Don't try to be someone you're not, atleast with me.

And remember, if he taught me how to care, he also taught me how to detach. My trust walls may withstand several storms and wars, but try to poke it intentionally, might result in a crack, a void that can never be filled again.

As quick as you fly is as quick as you can fall. Don't fuck with that at all.

Reactions are on BTW.

This is my personal space, I got nowhere else to rant so...

I gotta try tho

You can't be everything to everybody
I wanna be your lover, your best friend
Your Batman, Spider-Man
Fighter pilot shooting down your rivals and
I wanna damn near kill you to be the one that heal you up
I wanna be the one that feel you up
On nights when you need good hug to cheer you up
I wanna be the one to build you up
A wall worth five billion bucks to keep out the rah-rah
And the blah-blah-blah so nobody try to steal your thunder
Pull you under
Toss my hopes out, Royal Rumble
We done moved out to the boondocks
Built a big house, there he wonders
How somewhere along the way
I been so disconnected, my perspective is ignorant
Dangerous when it's nobody to check you
I be havin' to check myself

You sit there stone-faced, as if I'm not here
Can't you see that I've been crying?
I didn't know you'd be insane
Dreams can be so deceiving
You're an itch I can't reach
A wound that won't heal
The smell of skin that's burning
I didn't know you'd be insane
But it's true, and just say all I am to you
Is a pain in my neck, thorn in my side
Stain on my blade, blood on my knife
Been dreaming of her, all of my life
But she won't come true, she's just my nightmare I woke up to

We've lived through 15% of 2022

Show 'em my pain? Never.

Respected sir,
Bencho result de.
Thanks and regards
Harsh Navdhare

I aint dealin no relationship bro

Here we go again from heroes to villains
Used to be your Romeo, but we both were jilted
A couple of times, so we had a slippery slope to deal with
But still it gave me hope that we'll get
Through it together, a severed earlobe
Mailed to you in an envelope would be dope
But what kind of lengths can you go?
Guys, when someone you'd die for
Sticks a steak knife in your heart, do you try more?
Hurts me to my core, but the pain I'm in
After you, I swore to make the gray skies end
Here come the rays like wind, you get a pay hike and
Am I the good guy or do I just play like him
And hope that he dumps you?
Guess you take life in the same way you play dice then
'Cause you just look at me and roll them little snake eyes in.

Sometimes, choosing is hard.