aku sayang pacar aku.

it's true that there was a time when I gave up and didn't want to love anymore, when I didn't want anythin' more, where I am alr at peace but not completely w/myself. but finding smone like u makes me want to try to get my all out again. as how it described in the lyrics that I took above, I would try to give u all I have, all my love, only that when u treat me right. it's like learning to ride my heart again that I have to focus and fight w/fear to subdue them obedient to me where I convince my heart again that ur the one, Wynee.

HAPPY 6TH MENSIVERSARY, MY PRETTY GURL, HONEY.
she's my beloved honey, she can't be described by anythin' (I lack of words to describe her), she is her. I am very⁹⁹⁹ grateful to have her and being the person who's there w/her 'til now. the most beautiful thing in my life is when I know her. smone who makes me wanna change myself to be a better person.. the person who makes me able to be myself.. I wanna make her so happy to the point where she can't stop smiling every time she's there w/me, and I wanna make her feel really loved so she don't have to doubt anythin' for a second, and as I keep learning new stuff abt her, I want to prove how incredible I think she are. tbh, I feel lucky meeting her. thank u for everythin' u did to me when I was sad, thank u for making me laugh in the middle of the night, u've really make me alive. I never regret meeting u, ur the best person I've ever met and once again, idk how to describe u. just thank u. I really miss u, I never forget how we meet and how we can be like this now.

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baby, take a really good care of urself, okay? I want u to be happy as if nothin' bother u. u can have a space and else, I understand and respect it sm. seems like u feel so tired this month, I want u to smile but it's also okay to cry, come and talk to me what's wrong, I'll be more thank u for that cz u try to open up to me. have a good rest and idk, I just wanna send this after the last time we have a little awkward time each other, I think abt ur situation constantly and can't focus, but don't worry, I can handle it just fine. then please take good care of urself and say/ask whatever u need to me. I'm not 24/7 but I do always try to be there whenever u need me. sorry for my busy things and thank u for stay until now. I'm proud of u, I'm proud of urself, u did great, u did the things u want that's fine no one should judging u for smtg u like, smh anyone just wanna bother the things we like but it'll never be long, it'll be gone just need some time for it, but don't listen or think abt it too much, u have everythin' and everyone by ur side also me here to talk to. have a pleasant night and have a great rest my beautiful beautiful lady. ur strong and brave, so keep it up!