I 😂😂😂😂 hurt😂😂😂 much 😂😂😂 more 😂😂😂 than 😂😂😂😂 any time 😂😂😂 before 😂😂😂

I 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣 had 😂😂😂 no 🤣🤣🤣 options 🤣🤣🤣left again🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

You 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 all😂😂😂😂😂 assume 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I’m 😂😂😂 safe 😂😂😂😂here 😂😂😂in 🤣🤣🤣🤣my 🤣🤣🤣room

UNLESS🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I TRY 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂TO 😂😂😂😂😂START 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣AGAIN.

SO IM BREAKING THE HABITS. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
IM BREAKING THE HABITS 😂😂😂😂😂😂
TONIGHT🤣🤣😂😂😂😂

I don't know who to trust, no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break, but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this (ah)
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you (I)
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break, but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this (ah)
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you (I)
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you! You! You!
Waste myself on you! You! You!
I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you! You! You!

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show, they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head, for years and years they've played

If I could change, I would take back the pain.
I would retrace every wrong move that I made.
I would...
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would.

If I could change, I would take back the pain.
I would retrace every wrong move that I made.
I would...
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame to the grave.

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

If I could change, I would take back the pain.
I would retrace every wrong move that I made.
I would...
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would.

If I could change, I would take back the pain.
I would retrace every wrong move that I made.
I would...
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame to the grave.

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change, I would take back the pain.
I would retrace every wrong move that I made.)
It's easier to go
(If I could change, I would take back the pain
I would retrace every wrong move that I made.
I would...
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame to the grave)

This is me genuinely when linkin park

I CAN NEVER BE .