There’s nothing worse than those shitty “signs you have adhd” videos and it’s basic shit people who are a little more anxious than usual probably do.
I’m gonna go on a rant but
no, adhd isn’t quirky or fun my culture is literally NOT your costume. It’s cost me everything and anything on top of my crippling anxiety disorder and ocd that ruins my fucking life
Every single morning I dread waking up I can’t get up I don’t want to get up even though my mind is screaming at me to save my future and do something with my life but my body and brain aren’t connected it also doesn’t help that I take insomnia pills due to my crippling overthinking that’s caused by my adhd and anxiety which makes my brain never fucking shut up so my pills make me feel like a zombie in the mornings. I have two very shitty habits one is constant hair pulling because of my need to pull something (ocd adhd and anxiety combined) and excessive limb pulling because I can’t sit in one place and when I force myself to do so, I pull my wrists and ankles and arms until they hurt because if I don’t it doesn’t feel right and I start overthinking until I do it. I need to act out every single scenario that comes into my head, I can’t focus on just one thing I there’s like 200 voices in my head I have the worst dissociative episodes known to mankind which doesn’t help any of my intrusive thoughts and being violent etc etc like genuinely you motherfuckers wanna act like this is all peaches and rainbows well guess what it’s not
no, adhd isn’t quirky or fun my culture is literally NOT your costume. It’s cost me everything and anything on top of my crippling anxiety disorder and ocd that ruins my fucking life
Every single morning I dread waking up I can’t get up I don’t want to get up even though my mind is screaming at me to save my future and do something with my life but my body and brain aren’t connected it also doesn’t help that I take insomnia pills due to my crippling overthinking that’s caused by my adhd and anxiety which makes my brain never fucking shut up so my pills make me feel like a zombie in the mornings. I have two very shitty habits one is constant hair pulling because of my need to pull something (ocd adhd and anxiety combined) and excessive limb pulling because I can’t sit in one place and when I force myself to do so, I pull my wrists and ankles and arms until they hurt because if I don’t it doesn’t feel right and I start overthinking until I do it. I need to act out every single scenario that comes into my head, I can’t focus on just one thing I there’s like 200 voices in my head I have the worst dissociative episodes known to mankind which doesn’t help any of my intrusive thoughts and being violent etc etc like genuinely you motherfuckers wanna act like this is all peaches and rainbows well guess what it’s not
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adhd has ruined my life in so many ways I hope in another life I’m not fucking suffering with #ts
my ocd on top of it just makes it much, much worse
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Forwarded from Jear Desus (Ai The Dainsleif Yearner 🍃)
HM to all my other friends that made me not wanna #end it
Channel name was changed to « ✶ WINTERDAHLIA FANFIC IN 5 DAYS.»
The concept of Bucky buying Quinn a promise ring
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