I established her story a bit

She’s a super soldier used by HYDRA to store memories of everything HYDRA has done so far in the form of a person so if information goes missing or they wanna start something, they use her but after HYDRA disappeared and was done for and only fragments of them remain, her objective changed:

To destroy whatever was left of HYDRA.

They used her as a super human but now she just has so much hatred she wants to destroy anything left of them - her personality is… very very insufferable basically lmao she gets off of violence and sadism and knows she’s self destructive but she wants to STAY corrupted she wants to STAY terrible unlike Bucky who wants to change. She sees him as a charity case and makes it abundantly clear that she dislikes getting help just because she dislikes getting help. That’s all there is to it.

I tried to make her this way to show the contrast even in our current world. We have two types of people:

1. People who know they’re fucked up and need help and try to get help to be better
2. People who know they’re fucked up but don’t want any help. They enjoy their misery simply because they’ve swam a long time in it, so the water isn’t as cold for them anymore.

They nicknamed her “the black dahlia” because of how bloody she is during fights where blood isn’t even needed to spill. She genuinely just does it for the love of the game, and some of her notable qualities include a 100% shoot rate. She can shoot a bullet right in the center of anything without even looking at where she’s shooting.

She basically forges her medical license to be Buckys new therapist but she’s only doing this for the fun of the game to get closer to him before she kills him. She wants to kill him then herself because in her mind, he’s the last major invention of HYDRA she needs to get rid of before getting rid of herself

I genuinely GENUINELY want her to just be a shit human being 😭😭😭 she’ll probably be redeemed later on as an anti hero but for now she’s just horrible

My inspos for her were….


Lohen from Genshin fucking impact

That’s how corny I want it to be

Wait but if I remember correctly Bucky ALSO wanted to destroy hydra and whatever was left of that organisation so doesn’t that put them on the same side? Or does she just not care about the fact that their goals align and wants to destroy anything created by hydra no matter what?

Thing is SHE still sees him as a result of hydras creation

She also sees herself as a hydra creation

THATS WHY SHES ALSO GONNA KILL HERSELF AFTER SHE KILLS HIM

In her mind “sure we have the same ideals but we’re still born from the same lab, so we both just have to rot in hell”

I forgot to mention she’s a RRRRAAAAAAGGGGINNNNGGGG bisexual

CABARET MENTIONED PEAK MENTIONED

YES HELLO HI

CABARET IS SO GOATED

CHICAGO

LOOK this song was good but the "i didn't do it but if i did it was right" or smth was the song that did it for me

Ur welcome..

I’ve NEVER cleared pure fiction it’s still pissing me off