fit 2day

I love linkin park so fucking much this shit is just pure fucking orgasm in my ears especially when you know why which songs were written and it js makes you cry

They wrote this for Chester because he was struggling with drug addiction and depression so Mike wrote it for him hoping it would help him break off from the abusive cycle

Oh Chester you were so loved.

Well technically they didn’t write this about him but Mike gave it to Chester to sing because it resonated with him

Chester even broke down multiple times during recording of the song

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again

You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more
Than any time before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside, I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

My baby I love him

Me when I tell people I have the apparently very iconic mole to the side under my eye