I was cringe but I was free. I truly was free.

“Youth is never coming back” “you never walk alone” “life goes on” “I’ll follow you into the sun” elite ball knowledge I cried

If I listen to another melodic, sad and nostalgic bts song I’m actually going to fucking sob my eyes out even more than I have

“Oh yeah, Megs loves kpop!” They say as I shake my head and say “Not as much as I used to… I don’t listen to the genre much anymore.” I merely gave a polite smile, humming to the music that’s playing in my earphone. Some rock, some metal, some emo…


But there was a time.
There was a time where I had short, short hair and uneven bangs and only wore basic jeans and an ugly neon t-shirt. I’d wake up, put on my earphones and blast bts constantly the entire day. I’d learn some of the choreographies, watch “bts moments” on YouTube, and I’d download every and all jimin pictures from Pinterest using my busted up iPhone 6s.

There was a time.

god

Godddd

Nerd

I’m going to kms😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Fuck it I’m going on a bts listening spree again.

ITS LIKE COMING BACK TO A DRUGGGGG OHMYGOOOOOODDDD

FUCKKKK THIS IS LIKE RELAPSE FUCKKKKKK

IM FUCKING RELAPSING ON THIS ADDICTION I MISSED THIS SOOOOO MUCHHH FUCKVKVKVK DONT PLAYYYY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭