Real ones remember when I used to be called Aliyah and my instagram handle was @/jincylx

I think only Elina remembers this she was the only one there at that time LMAO her and Kris

I was here since 2018/2019 mind you. They were my entire world I miss them so much they just don’t feel the same after their hiatus

Maybe I’m saying this bc I haven’t listened to their new album yet idk man I just miss them so much bts is such a sensitive topic for me mention them and I’ll genuinely start tearing up.

They were the only reason I didn’t try to kill myself again during that time it was genuinely such a horrible era for me but at least I had my 7 boys

I was cringe but I was free. I truly was free.

“Youth is never coming back” “you never walk alone” “life goes on” “I’ll follow you into the sun” elite ball knowledge I cried

If I listen to another melodic, sad and nostalgic bts song I’m actually going to fucking sob my eyes out even more than I have

“Oh yeah, Megs loves kpop!” They say as I shake my head and say “Not as much as I used to… I don’t listen to the genre much anymore.” I merely gave a polite smile, humming to the music that’s playing in my earphone. Some rock, some metal, some emo…


But there was a time.
There was a time where I had short, short hair and uneven bangs and only wore basic jeans and an ugly neon t-shirt. I’d wake up, put on my earphones and blast bts constantly the entire day. I’d learn some of the choreographies, watch “bts moments” on YouTube, and I’d download every and all jimin pictures from Pinterest using my busted up iPhone 6s.

There was a time.

god

Godddd

Nerd