All the memories coming back to me I used to cry to this song on a daily basis it’s just sadder knowing what this is inspired off of.

I miss you
When I say that I miss you more
I'm looking at your photo
But / still miss you
Time is so cruel
I hate us
Now it's hard
To even see each other's faces

It's only winter here
Even in August, winter is here My heart makes time run Like a Snowpiercer left alone
I wanna hold your hand
And go to the other side of the earth
To end this winter
How much longing
Has to tall like snow
For the spring days to come?
Friend

Like a small piece Of dust
That floats in the air
If the flying snow is me
I could
Reach you faster

Snowflakes are falling
Getting tarther away
I miss you (l miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until | can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until | can meet you? (until | can meet you?)

Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there

Did you change?
(Did you change?)
Or did I change?
(Ordid I change?)
I hate even this moment that is passing I guess we changed
I guess that's how everything is

Yeah I hate you
Although you left
There hasn't been a day That I have forgotten you
Honestly, I miss you But now l'll erase you
Because that will hurt less
Than resenting you

I'm blowing out the cold you Like smoke, like white smoke I say that I'm gonna erase you But actually, I still can't let you go

Snowtlakes are talling
Getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until | can see you? (until | can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)

You know it all
You're my best friend
The morning will come again
Because no darkness, no season
Can last forever

Cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is ending
I miss you (l miss you)
I miss you (l miss you)
If I wait a little longer
If I stay up a few more nights I'll go see you (l'll go see you)
I'll go pick you up (l'll go pick you up)

Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there

I may be an emo but behind all my harsh makeup and dark clothing and numetal music,

there was bts.

Real ones remember when I used to be called Aliyah and my instagram handle was @/jincylx

I think only Elina remembers this she was the only one there at that time LMAO her and Kris

I was here since 2018/2019 mind you. They were my entire world I miss them so much they just don’t feel the same after their hiatus

Maybe I’m saying this bc I haven’t listened to their new album yet idk man I just miss them so much bts is such a sensitive topic for me mention them and I’ll genuinely start tearing up.

They were the only reason I didn’t try to kill myself again during that time it was genuinely such a horrible era for me but at least I had my 7 boys

I was cringe but I was free. I truly was free.

“Youth is never coming back” “you never walk alone” “life goes on” “I’ll follow you into the sun” elite ball knowledge I cried

If I listen to another melodic, sad and nostalgic bts song I’m actually going to fucking sob my eyes out even more than I have

“Oh yeah, Megs loves kpop!” They say as I shake my head and say “Not as much as I used to… I don’t listen to the genre much anymore.” I merely gave a polite smile, humming to the music that’s playing in my earphone. Some rock, some metal, some emo…


But there was a time.
There was a time where I had short, short hair and uneven bangs and only wore basic jeans and an ugly neon t-shirt. I’d wake up, put on my earphones and blast bts constantly the entire day. I’d learn some of the choreographies, watch “bts moments” on YouTube, and I’d download every and all jimin pictures from Pinterest using my busted up iPhone 6s.

There was a time.

god