Gods above give me an Aki

give me THE Aki

I take back what I said about Berlin why is this place so… nice… (am I being fooled by a first impression??)

At least I’m serving

And to think I’ll (hopefully) be going to uni here

HELPHEHEJEH😭😭 thank you although i add a shit ton of concealer

Oh lord I need to smash shoto todoroki RIGHT NOW. IMMEDIATELY.

Whenever I think about it it’s lowkey crazy how much childhood and what happens during that time can affect you. 🫩

…I’ll continue in a second just-

Anyway AS I WAS SAYINT

you’re telling me the reason I’m so bad at managing and/or feeling my emotions and failure to express them is because my emotions and feelings weren’t validated as a child and were instead pushed away constantly because my parents especially my mother didn’t want to deal with them simply because حوصله نداشت…؟

And anytime they were expressed I was told to shut up about it to not make a scene so now I’ve shut up about it TOO much that I don’t know what I feel

. Todoroki was my first ever light and soul in this dark world. My first ever genuine anime crush. Unlike other anime or animation crushes whom I moved on easily from, he left a long lasting effect on me till the point I was making those stupid glitter 2020 anime profiles of him like it was my job like I was employed for it. People write FANFICS OF HIM FORRRR ME. Made a todoroki banner. Wallpaper. Home Screen. Everything.

I MISS HIM