any song is about your family if you're traumatized enough

being kept around, but not fully chosen, has to be the most draining and confusing thing ever.

that moment when you burst into tears in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are

What doesn’t kill you erases your childhood memories and takes away your ability to accept physical touch

Muting a phone that never rings

even after i kill the mosquito, the bite doesn’t stop itching. a metaphor in there somewhere.

Let them be

having a sensitive heart might actually end me.

People treat you so fucked up when they know you love them that shit is so weird

My parents told me if I swallowed bubblegum, it will stay in my stomach for seven years,

My teacher told me if I accidentally ate a watermelon seed, a plant would grow inside me.

No one, however, told me that if I swallowed back the words I needed to say, they would linger far longer than seven years, and grow far wilder than any plant.

being depressed for the majority of your life is so weird. i don't even remember what it was like to not feel this way

i don’t like how replaceable i am. it’s like, i don’t have anything interesting enough about me to keep me around for long, there’s always gonna be someone else who’s lore available, or talkative, or less clingy. and it’s frustrating that i don’t know how to fix it.

إذا بيوم حسيت انك شخص سيء
فأنت شخص زين
لان الأشخاص السيئين ما يحسون أصلا