everytime i think im getting better the sadness comes back and hits me like a truck

Bdsa: been depressed since April

i would've texted you again but you seemed so unbothered by my absence, and that killed something inside of me.

“Is there no way out of the mind?”

— Sylvia Plath.

Do not mock a pain you haven't endured.

i always feel like i’m on the verge of being abandoned like if im not constantly interesting & perfect & fun & react perfectly everyone will reject me. like i have to constantly Perform to justify my existence

any song is about your family if you're traumatized enough

being kept around, but not fully chosen, has to be the most draining and confusing thing ever.

that moment when you burst into tears in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are

What doesn’t kill you erases your childhood memories and takes away your ability to accept physical touch

Muting a phone that never rings