Понял, почему я люблю экспериментал стафф.

В любом социуме я чувствую себя лишним, аутсайдером. Чем-то, что выбивается из гармонии.

Для меня, самое важное качество музыки пересекается с этим концептом. Я люблю, когда музыка застаёт меня врасплох, когда я удивляюсь ей. Когда не сразу соглашаюсь с решением автора. Слушая её я могу сравнить себя с этим не вписывающимся в композицию звуком.

Подобная музыка позволяет мне ощутить себя услышанным и принятым.

file x me 2024 BERSERK TYPE RAP

одна из функций соц. сетей — черпать вдохновение из себя в прошлом

getting thrown out of the window just to prove that im a cat

someones envy is a great fuel source

i know that you are hurting
while trying to help
but I’m silent and quiet
so quiet it yells

well I’m sorry I’ve made myself
distant and cold
its all good Im just tired
that's a lie that ’ve told

еverybody around me
and even you too
i was selling, they’re buying,
all ten lies for two

they were сheaper then truth
what a great price to pay
so please purchase it dear
it’ll better your day

and im glad that is over
and you are so sure
that we'll never grow older
together

sure we're done and thats it
and that there is no more
and i've never
ever been better

8/?

Good times
That place we used to hang out
That thing we used to do
Was it ever even there?
I miss it
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
There's some good days ahead, I think
All my friends have changed
(We're all gettin' older)
That house isn't mine anymore
That bedroom isn't mine anymore
It doesn't feel like that
(Look over your shoulder)
(It feels like we're livin' in the end times)
I can't see past the screen
(But then, we always were)
I don't know what I'm doing
(All day screen-to-screen marathon)
How do I feel better?
(The good old days)
I wanted to be with you for this