Forwarded from алижанов илхом.
I wanna unlearn so many things.
so, I bought this beautiful glass vase the other day.
so marvellous
so perfect
too perfect that you almost believe there must be a catch
like there has to be something wrong with it
nothing like any of my past glass vases
and yet, because it seems so perfect, I treat it like it’s fragile
of course it’s fragile — it’s glass
but then the thing is, I know that I am flimsy, so the glass vase will definetely break someday
and when it does, the cause will certainly be me
Ive always been the one who ruined all my previous glass vases
still, I wanna cherish this one while it lasts
knowing that someday, I will shatter it with my own hands
so marvellous
so perfect
too perfect that you almost believe there must be a catch
like there has to be something wrong with it
nothing like any of my past glass vases
and yet, because it seems so perfect, I treat it like it’s fragile
of course it’s fragile — it’s glass
but then the thing is, I know that I am flimsy, so the glass vase will definetely break someday
and when it does, the cause will certainly be me
Ive always been the one who ruined all my previous glass vases
still, I wanna cherish this one while it lasts
knowing that someday, I will shatter it with my own hands