"I was never ready for anything more than a love to a friend. I was trying to fix myself, building my walls— recovering from a past relationship when I met you. You made my dark gray skies blue, you showered me attention I never thought I deserve, you gave me reasons to laugh when I can't even smile, you made me feel like my old happy self and as much as I don't want to admit— I also feel scared everytime. I'm scared that things might change after a month or so, I'm scared that other girl would claim you're hers before I even tell you how I feel, I'm scared thinking maybe I'm mistaking your friendship into something more. I'm scared my feelings won't get reciprocated. I'm scared that I might fall— harder than I ever did before. I'm scared because before writing all these, I knew I already fell for you."
— Trixa Lei

Photo from Love, Rosie

‏كل ما يحتاجه الأمر هو ابتسامة مزيفة جميلة لاخفاء روح مصابة، ولن يلاحظوا أبداً كم انت محطم حقا.

How do you know I'm breathing, when I'm holding my breath? Why don't we face the danger just for the night and forget? Baby, let's just forget, Remind me why we're taking a break, It's obviously insane, 'Cause we both know what we want, So why don't we fall in love? Baby, let's fall in love 💙.

'Cause every time I'm with you, I go into a zone, And I remember all the places you wanna go, Take me all the way, ain’t nobody gonna touch it?

“You must love her on her bad days when she is moody and irritated just as much as you love her when everything is going well.”

I need to start being honest with myself.

بينما كانت خطواتي ثقيلة مع الجميع، ركضت نحوك، هل فهمت الآن ما معني أن أحبك جدًا؟

11:09 💙.

ماذا فعلتِ بزاهدٍ متعبدِ ؟!
"قبّلتهُ"

I'm not mad at you, I’m hurt, there’s a difference.

،‏تعال إليَ بعمقّك، وملابسك الداكنّة
بسيجارتك وحرارة دمّك وحدة نظراتك
تعال إلي مُبعثر أحبك هكذا بِكامل فوضويتك.

Don't believe everything you hear. There are always three sides to a story: yours, theirs and the truth.

i’ve touched too many hearts but never my own.

Happy birthday to the little pretty thing 💙💙💙.
@sadcaty

Just give up. I'm strong and you're pathetically weak.

كنت سأتوسّد كتفك اليوم بدلاً من الموسيقى.