i’ll never bite your feeding hand, i’ll never kiss another man, i’ll always let you take control if you will hold me and go on. i’m like a siren so i sing, my nerves become the tightest strings and i feel jealous, i feel new, when all i think about is you. i see you when i close my eyes, i’ll peel my skin down, my disguise will fall unlike the kingdom come and from your chains i’ll never run. my collar is virginal white, i wish for you to hold me tight, i wish for you to hold me close, i wish to breathe you through my nose, i wish to breathe you in my lungs, i want to speak with you in tongues, i want to speak with you in bed, i want to meet your every friend. i wish for you to be with me, i want you to stay here and see, see what i am and what i ain’t. and there’ll be love, all right and saint.

27.06.2025.

you.

my every move now has a meaning and it’s all devastatingly pure. i hear my heart, i hear it screaming: you. i hear it weeping, feel it burning, i feel it hurting. immature? i’m like a child, who’s always waiting. for you. i am dependent, i am trusting, и я приманку съем твою. i’m like a dog, who’s never barking at you. the sky is crying when you’re not here, all of my bruises are turning blue. a needy poet, and what i need’s you. i am in love, i beg to spare me, i wish i knew just what to do. i wish you knew just how to bear me. you.

30.06.2025.