the horrors persist but i am more annoying than the horrors personally

i opened a door that i cannot close

Staying healthy is expensive

communist who eats unhealthy because eating healthy under capitalism is impossible and reformist

i don’t eat because i don’t want to support businesses and my farm didnt grow

cant even joke around these days

basquiat in front of a piss painting of himself by warhol

feeling corrupted and consumed by desire

had the teeth falling out dream to end all teeth falling out dreams

spent the dream collecting my teeth and finding a dentist

peace was never an option

seeing films that show lives ruined by drug addiction only intensifies my desire and motivates me further to try drugs

instead of deterring me

tummy hurts because i ate something that i knew would make my tummy hurt anyway