me watching everything go wrong, but I don't even have the energy to react anymore.

“I love in ways that might worry a therapist, but thrill a poet.”

when everyone think you're ignoring them but life just has you like this right now:

“if I let myself care, all I feel is pain.” / Stefan Salvatore

who will save me from existence? I don't want death, nor do I want life.

sometimes I still wonder how the person I loved the most became the person who hurt me the most.

sometimes we look outside of the window, not for the view but to forget what's happening inside.

I can handle everything on my own, but I melt when someone takes care of me and completely turns off my survival mode.

trying to control myself from saying the rudest things bc I'm trying to be a better person.

at first I'm shy, then I'm a podcast.

no one flirts harder than two people who swear they're just friends.

me after saying something that I know will annoy her:

Idk if I need a shot of tequila, a tattoo, a piercing or a new hair colour or will to live.

“we don't pray for love, we just pray for cars.”

pov: when it starts getting bad again, but I have to remember no one wants to be around a sad girl 24/7.

a big part of who I am is what i don't talk about.

my love language:

at the end of the day, It's only me, myself and my cat.

My biggest red flag is acting unimpressed when I'm totally obsessed.

I honestly think the worst type of people are the ones who never apologise. Instead they act normal again and expect you to forget.