unfortunately 90% of my reactions are are fake; I actually do not give a fuck, I just don't want to make it uncomfortable.

I hope I never become cold just because someone once made me regret having a soft heart.

To do list:
1. Buy a sword
2. Name it kindness
3. Kill people with kindness

either no one cares about me or suddenly 9 people love me at once.

cleaning alone: 30 minutes
cleaning with Mom: whole day + 56 insults + 25 slaps + 3 attempted murders

me after sharing my honest opinion on how to solve overpopulation:

I'm so toxic. I fought for relationships I didn't even want, just to see if I could get them.

I agree with the opinion that men are stupid, but a woman in love? She's an absolute idiot.

I be like "it is what it is" and almost vomit from anxiety.

I'm a sensitive girl, so yes...
there is a difference between "sorry" and "I'm sorry" , "come if you want" and "noo I want you to come!" , "love you" and "I love you" , "ok" and "okay" , "gn" and "goodnighttt, sleep well" .

ofc we can be more than friends, we can be strangers.

my mom never went through my dad's phone, but I did. don't play with me.

me sitting alone being my own therapist bc no one will ever understand me like I do.

only God, Chatgbt and my bank account know what's really going on.

at this point the only thing that can heal me is memory loss.

someone once told me, "only the people who care about you, can hear you when you're quiet." and that hit me hard.

want me?
Prove it.
Chase me.
Fight for me.
Blow up my phone.
Show me you care.
Send the paragraphs.
Make time for me.
Make me a priority.

Pov: my mind after having a cup of coffee.

my biggest red flag? I disappear when I need peace.