so, I'm 27 now, absolutely abysmal year full of coal and pain
I'm constantly overworked, tired, sleepless for last 10 years and thank God it will end someday, "I don't want to live forever" makes a lot of sense after all
this year was bearable only thanks to my friends, my dear readers(you all have awful taste, but so do I) and Elina for dealing with my bullshit every day
without it things would be bleak, thanks