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а кизяшки умеют создавать аккаунты без фотки и забирать людей во время отношений

ух какие правильные люди

в этом возрасте почти все знакомства нестабильные. люди сами еще не понимают чего хотят

все олеги это кизяшки

i think over the past year i kinda forgot how 2 meet new ppl. fr. i try sometimes… scroll profiles, msg 1st sometimes, reply 2 msgs… but almost every time it ends the same: one day of chat n then silence. n i actually want sumthin diff. just normal human presence… msgs every day, simple “gm” n “gn”, sumthin mutual. but irl it’s the opposite: almost always i msg 1st, replies take like 10–12 hrs, sometimes just ignore. sometimes i think maybe im just not that interesting. or maybe im lookin in the wrong place

sometimes i sit in leomatchbot scrollin profiles n the feelin is weird. most girls look like they arent searchin 4 a person but 4 a scenario: ride in a car, go 2 a club, loud parties n stuff. yeah im not a saint either, but honestly im more of an introvert n melancholic type. im not the kind of guy who is always out partyin. i prefer calmer things… bein close 2 one person, walkin together, talkin, feelin closeness, not spreadin myself across dozens of “friends” n “gurls”. if im with someone its real… no parallel stories. maybe thats why sometimes its hard 2 connect with ppl i meet

tho i actually try. i try 2 find common topics, ask about life, opinions, keep the convo alive, sometimes even cheer the person up so the dialog doesnt die. but often it feels like everything just goes into emptiness. like talkin 2 a wall. ppl write they want a relationship, say they dont have a bf… but when u start talkin they kill the desire 2 continue themselves: ignore, cold replies, n meanwhile their profile keeps movin forward like nothin happened. like we r just numbers 4 them… another chats 2 scroll thru

sometimes i think it would be easier 2 meet irl. just walkin in a park, randomly start a convo, see a real reaction instead of waitin 10 hrs 4 a reply. but rn i got my own lil challenge… till may i barely go outside. nobody forced me, i decided that myself. cuz of that my social circle is even smaller, n online honestly its hard 2 surprise anyone anymore

so everything feels kinda strange. ppl say they want love n say they r lonely… but mutual effort is rare. maybe times changed, maybe ppl changed. idk. it is what it is. well… fuck it. we keep tryin 2 meet new ppl