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The beauty of the flow grows.
But it was always there.

The depths of mastery are obvious,
When your soul is on fire in the moment.

The beauty of your uniqueness shines,
For the nasty people want you to conform.

The world wants you to care about politics,
But you know self-sufficiency is key.

The media triggers your hindbrain,
But your forebrain kicks in.

You look for the leaders of tomorrow,
And realize they were in front of you all along.

They threaten your livelihood with the jab,
You calmly stare at them in the face.

Your political leaders are lacking,
So you look within.

We rise together, brothers.
When my family and friends ask why I didn't get vaccinated, I'm slow to answer.

They expect a zealot.

I'm waiting to see how they react to their own question.

I play the game of power.

They need my answer more than I need their question.
Lotsa people know I got a place in NYC.

I get a lot of messages on helping to spread the message of resistance amongst the city.

Like this one: https://twitter.com/AscensionHelp/status/1435156428629561355?s=19

I'm fully supportive.

I'll be leaving the city at the end of this year to head to the suburbs and focus on my own life and my own family,

But until then I'm your guy in the city.

I will always rebel against totalitarianism.

Some of my high school and family friends are on this telegram, and while they are not necessarily familiar with my more rebellious sides, those who found me from SolBrah or Twitter know that I'll be part of the new leaders of the world.

There are deep trends of fate attempting to shape the narratives of tomorrow, and they're looking for dissidents like us.

But I'm smarter than them. I know Sun Tzu in The Art of War says never underestimate your enemy, but I'm here to play their little games.

Let's get this show started, shall we?
And today I'll discuss some medical AI things from my work.

We are taking heart rate signals from the patient and trying to predict how much blood the heart is pumping.

We are using deep learning techniques called "Inception" and "Resnet".

They basically look at the entire signal (think of a sinusoidal line on an X-Y graph) and filtering that signal.

The neurons learn which filters, and then which filters of filters, and then which filters of filters of filters, will best predict the patients blood flow.

We have 30 or so GPU servers running on Amazon cloud ($1/hour/server) trying out millions of combinations of filters.

We report them in a https://neptune.ai dashboard and check which neural network gave us the highest accuracy.

Our clients will deploy this at hospitals as a screening tool and determine who needs to get an echocardiogram.

That's a small glimpse into my medical AI work!
To me, the best feeling is flowstate.

It's when you get so lost in something for a few hours that you lose track of time.

You've all experienced it while playing video games.

I try to get into flowstate with my work. It feels like you're inching closer to an egoless state where it's just you and your work, no boundaries.

The thoughts are flying and you're in the zone.

It's a beautiful feeling and something that makes you hate interruptions and pointless meetings.

Success, to me, is about getting in the zone, getting into flowstate, as often as possible.
So I've had this telegram channel now for about 2-3 weeks.

I've been writing about tech, society, mentality, and also using it as a means to vent.

I've gotten 800+ subscribers and really appreciate you all reading my posts.

So my question to y'all is what do you think of my channel? What do you want more of or less of? What do you think of my writings and my mind?

I've been trying to take part in the discussions and am appreciative of all the free thinkers who have found me here.
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Looking out my apartment window on the Upper East Side of Manhattan, I dislike how New York City just leaves piles of disgusting, dirty trash on the sidewalk every night as if this is an acceptable thing to do. Future generations will pity us for how dirty and un-aesthetic we acted.
"Any society that will give up a little liberty to gain a little security will deserve neither and lose both."

~Benjamin Franklin


I have no problem with the vax. The science seems mostly fine, if perhaps little wonky and suspicious with profit-thirsty BigPharma, and unknown long term effects.

But that aside, it's probably fine for most people.

My whole family got it, and I don't care.

People should make their own choices.

I am not taking it myself, but I'm also not a zealot or fanatic about it (despite making some posts here about it).

Your body your choice.

But I refuse to allow them to trigger my limbic system and make me get too emotional about it.

Was out to dinner in NYC last night, wasn't allowed to sit inside the restaurant so we sat outside. But other restaurants don't give a shit.

It's a fun decade if you learn to play the little games - is life not a puzzle, a game, a labyrinth?

I have more important things to focus on, like my medical AI experiments running on Amazon cloud.

However, that said, I do have a problem with government totalitarianism, mandates, camps, control, and manipulation!

I will always fight for freedom.

I will speak out loudly against government overreach, and be a beacon to others who need to be reminded they have a choice.

Now back to my AI experiments.....
https://optuna.org is an implementation of an AI technique known as "hyperparameter optimization".

It involves cleverly changing the parameters of your neural network each time you run a new experiment, to hone in on the best parameters.

For instance, you may not know how many neurons to add to your neural network, and how to connect those neurons.

Optuna (and other similar frameworks) will automatically figure out the optimal numbers of neurons and connections for you.

It allows your code to automatically and intelligent find the right neural architecture and configuration that best predicts whatever you want (e.g. if a patient is healthy or not).

Click on "Paper" on their website and download the PDF for more details.
Boy oh boy people are not happy about today's speech.

Rightfully so.

Stay on target, anon.

Think for yourself.

Cultivate uniqueness and don't let politics distract you from your own life, for your have grand goals which cannot be stopped at this point.
This whole shitshow is just begging for wizards and warlords to rise.

When they burn their own society down, those who rise will be very unique interesting powerful individuals.

Like a Phoenix.
I decided to not take it.

Not because no disagree with the science,

But because I believe people need to be reminded that they have a choice.
This is a most glorious time of our species.

It's polarizing people who thought they could focus on their own lives.

It's solidifying the elites' power.

It's scaring people with crypto's potential.

It's forcing people to try to wake up to narrative warfare.

It's inspiring us all to paint a glorious vision of tomorrow to move towards, lest we sink into their pessimism on the virus and climate change.

Stand strong, anon.
I have to admit, I've been holding back on my posts here.

I have more in my mind which should be expressed, but I don't want to be judged.
A beautiful message from my pal Chance.
Forwarded from The Uncommonist
Turned up or turned off.

That’s how I’d describe my behavioral tendencies, and also my experience of the world as felt by my body -I’m talking cognitive and visceral, ya dig?- in an all or nothing frenzy of experience and being experienced. I keep searching for God everywhere to test whether this God founded by my forefathers within me that I might ascend into the eternally growing Kingdom of Heaven, or any God so conceived and so dedicated who have already long endured, can move mountains if I lend my faith and my strength into his hands and my life be unto his vessel. I keep finding God any and every place I look, and I keep expecting not to.

Obsession comes in waves of fire that burn distractions into ash.
Obsession paints with single hairs in broad strokes.
Obsession dives deep and forgets it must return to the surface if it is to survive.
Obsession is the means by which you test the limits of a truth you do not want to trust.
Obsession means you burn away the shadow that you might catch a glimpse of what is real.
Obsession means you lose a finger when the rabbit hole turns out to be a badger’s den.

I learned to keep God in my mind and in my heart so that he might live in my hands as well.

If you’ve ever burned yourself to the ground; if you’ve ever actually reached a point where you lost the capacity to continue -failed without quitting- then you’ve learned that your limits were much further down the road than your mind’s eye was able to see. I learned that a laser beam focus can be applied for shorter periods and then an habitual but purposeful short digression into another fascination helped to curb the obsession. Break it down before it breaks you down, daddy-o. Ask me how I learned this.

One day I ran until I met the end of my span. I vomited as I fell to the ground, and the blackness was fuzz in my eyes closing in while the air wouldn’t move for my lungs wouldn’t heave and I thought I could die as the world swam in colors of brown and green as my face pressed into the soil. Then I breathed again, and I turned over, and the sky was a mass of geometries in impossible synesthetic mathematic colors and the heaving fractal inside the breath of existence rippled through my world in a pulsing display of the acoustics of creation.

I’m gonna tell you a secret. People try to read between the lines, especially when they’re confused. Take a leap with me, we’re circling on memeplex. How can you narrate a conglomeration of narratives other than to let them play as they may? I’m writing to people who take the leap, intuitive leap, I know I am thus I have this speech. I sometimes question, I sometimes preach, and sometimes I test then and sometimes beseech.

My method is to turn a mirror towards the light that you’re already shining, so that you can see where it is. If you can see where it is, then you can see what feeds it and what feeds upon it.

I’m learning with you.

Cheers