also pls no self deprecation or lying to oneself if possible

i've been having some weird days lately. i think this is the third, maybe fourth time in a row i get the same dream. i dont remember it, wich is very weird on me, but i know i had it. it goes for about an hour irl time, then ends, and then restarts slightly changed, and it starts with some cyrilic characters but i only remember the start of one word, "Xi". also it looks like its a worse-than-the-norm nightmare, but i dont know why, and not remembering what happens in there is somewhat frustrating

*randm small girl outside my window screaming at the top of her little lungs "CURSE YOU!"*
("¡maldito!", literally, but idk how to translate it otherwise)

okay poll time

i used to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) for some time before one day i ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) to someone who told me to stop on my tracks as they already had partner and i was "wut" and they said it is a lewd thing. this happened years ago and i still cant stop thinking about it :v


also i might just ignore the poll results and still ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) all around the place with the firm conviction it is not a lewd thing

(∩ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)⊃━☆ﾟ. * ･ ｡ﾟ,

my family was complaining about the cat and i said "for now hes the only one without mental illnes on this house" and uhh got ppl angry lol