oh the irony

posting this again because its again relevant

also pls no self deprecation or lying to oneself if possible

i've been having some weird days lately. i think this is the third, maybe fourth time in a row i get the same dream. i dont remember it, wich is very weird on me, but i know i had it. it goes for about an hour irl time, then ends, and then restarts slightly changed, and it starts with some cyrilic characters but i only remember the start of one word, "Xi". also it looks like its a worse-than-the-norm nightmare, but i dont know why, and not remembering what happens in there is somewhat frustrating

*randm small girl outside my window screaming at the top of her little lungs "CURSE YOU!"*
("¡maldito!", literally, but idk how to translate it otherwise)