"would you still love me if i was a worm?" but instead of "worm" they say "briish"

oh i found an old dusty notebook/sketchbook/whatever, and there is old stuff here hehe. including some quick sketches i drew to try to explain dreams i had to some ppl, and i wasnt counting on seeing those irl ever again, i was already resigned to only see pics of said drawings, not the originals

this one was like... early 2018. that was a long ass dream, for sure

this was maybe two months after, i think, i was trying to explain some tree i saw in my dreams to a fren while on a car ride, and i poorly drew the big thing in an attempt to show something, but he was so horrified with my drawing skills that he went and gave me a class on how to draw trees

i think they are beautiful. bonus points because the road had turns and the driver was a speedyboy, and this fren didnt even had his glasses on

this is also me explaining to someone how a cat resembles a bear trap. you put your hand on the center, and then sharp things trap it forever

and about this:

i found a bunch of life counting pages, and oh boi did some of the players including myself grew bored when someone's turn was slow. or when you died and you had nothing to do other than noting "X lost 3 lives"

in this pic, i am the first column

player 2 won, and i killed players 3 and 4

captions say "death by combo", "death by dragon", and "death by dragon"

dragons are love, dragons are life

and this is me drawing some red mana symbol but big for some reason. but this one iirc was drawn in class, because i was bored or something. i am bad at drawing stuff, but i am good at replicating stuff. too bad i dont often find anything that my brain is okay with drawing, for some reason.

i started an art-ish archive of pics i find cool to maybe paint someday but the big sad struck and i havent really painted anything in a while

im gonna do a bit of shameless self promotion or something

fair warning, since 2019 there are maybe like three nipples in total, but i'd still say that the channel is nsfwish because sometimes there are pics featuring hurt ppl or plain "very weird" shit and stuff. look i dont know how to tag this shit, but enter at your own discretion or whatever, there are stuff that may be upsetting for ppl that are struggling with the big sad or psychotic episodes or something like that idk
https://t.me/ojasoscosa

in other news, the raveyard has turned into a swords, longswords, knoifes and otherwise medieval weaponry pit, and im all for it

now enjoy this soft "that time i tried to explain a 4d dream i had to a fren" quick drawing

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i do this in spanish and lemme tell you, it is hard sometimes. doable for sure, easier when you get used. but at times it is hard.

i did speak without any gender with/about everyone, but it was getting too annoying so i started to talk that way only about myself, and when in doubt about someone, with no limitations when speaking with/about someone else if there was no reason for said limitations

problem is that i got too used to talk genderlessly and now when a cisnt fren needs validation, i fail to do so because i find it hard to speak with gender lol. problem nº 2 of this is: i started to say "bruh" in an attempt to validate a transmasc, and now "bruh" is part of my vocabulary even when not talking with him