its very hot in there but i cant open the window because a VERY BIG bug is tormenting me since hours ago. its like a cockroach with morbid obessity that FLIES and wont stop violently hitting the cristal, as if saying "let me in", and i dont know what to do

scared

also randm forum screenshot again

i've been tormented by normal sized mosquitoes that leave elephant sized bites and have crow sized brains it seems. they would bite absolutely noone but me. for weeks. they would leave bites that would rise 1cm and have 10cm extension, first on every uncovered skin patch and then trough the clothes. they would follow me no matter where i went, and use every chance they had to get close to me. i've lived with cats in the past, the "be careful when opening the door or the cat might escape" type. this was worse. you had to open the doors very carefully to try to not let the mosquitoes close to me. i've spent way more hours than i wanted hidden in a room, unable to open the door, just because one single bite of that size in, lets say, my neck, promised to not be fun at all, i still need to breathe and stuff you know

we've tried multiple methods to get rid of them. and with all of them, the mosquitoes not only have not cared, but also have shown how much they dont care (like if i put some mosquito repelent before going to sleep, mosquitoes would be directly over the repelent when i turned the light on. right on my side)

finally it seems like all the antimosquitoes stuffs are working together and the number is going down, so i can finally exist outside of a closet again, and i celebrated this the obvious way, frying potatoes. so thats a nice way to start a day

i literally was playing that game yesterday and went into the "aaaaa" room and thought "i gotta post this to AAAAAA"
who of you is spying me?