It’s scary to feel like you need to put yourself back there not sure if you should wait more to be sure it’s all over but really it’s never over ,it’ll be memorable forever the feeling with it will change tho.

In order to make it easier just step outside knowing everything would be possible so no need to over analyze it and what’s important is not to waste something present with a dying memory you’re fooling yourself it’s still alive.

Waiting for a long time to get anything,makes you impatient not otherwise.

I really appreciate the people in my life but i can’t show it enough when i’m down so you just need to be sure that if i’m not with you now it’s not because I don’t to be.

They keep saying what if anything changes in the future?

I don’t want it to ,that was my final decision i wasn’t lying when i said it but i’ll be lying if i say i hadn’t thought of it its lingering there between my thoughts but i’m sure of my decision and this was how i wanted it to be over for good.

When i get over something i’ll never be into it again .

I really want to try again with someone who’s worth it ,because i realized not winning once doesn’t mean i’d always lose.

It’s okay to feel sad and embrace everything ,to get pathetic and let it show all over your face.

At least it’s better then ending up numb or fall out sick all the time due to letting it build up inside of you.

That moment might be engraved to my memory it was like if everything stopped that was the same moment i knew i was about to get hit by a train.

6.9.2023
8:00 am

‏لما تجي تحارب عشان حاجه ،
أتاكد الاول أنها تستاهل .

صح

ماعمركم تشوفو شات قدم مع البيستيز👍🏻

تعرفو توا بالصدفة لقيت رسالة باعتينهالي فصارحني من 2020 اول يوم تقريباً المهم فيها كلام حالياً بعد تلاتة سنين كيف نحس فروحي استوعبته وفعلاً صح الي هو مانعرفش الشخص بيتفكر ولالا لو قاعد فالقناة بس فعلاً ما عمره كنت نبي نموت وداخلياً مفيش حد يبي يموت كلنا نبو نعيشو بسعادة بس الاسهل ان نقولو نبو نموتو هك ولو بالبصارة واكيد كلنا خايفين من الموت

طبعاً الرسالة قديمة والقصة قديمة مش مشاعري توا هادو هذاكا هبد المراهقة😂

مع ان مانتفقش مع الجزء التاني فيها وخلوه سر بيني وبين الي كاتبها او كاتبتها لو قاعدين اصلاً ولا متفكرين😂

كيف تقنع بوك يعطيك سيارته؟