I got trust issues, I'm sorry for the people I've pushed out.

What if we die earlier than we thought.
Before we show some love or be loved

So, do it. Decide.
Is this the life you want to live?
Is this the person you want to love?
Is this the best you can be?
Can you be stronger? Kinder?
More compassionate? Decide.
Breathe in. Breathe out & decide.

His peaceful voice in that long call . 🖤

All I ever wanted was someone who doesn't make me feel like there is something wrong with me

I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the things you make me think
​You make me sick to my stomach
​I wish that I wasn't me

​If I were you, I'd hate me too
​But I already feel like you do

I ​feel like I'm dying on the inside
​But I smile it off
I'm a mess, I'm depressed, I'm alone and it's all my fault
​Did I do something wrong? This feeling's unfair
You're making me anxious but why the fuck do I care?

I hate everything about me, I think I need some air

Dear insecurity
When you gonna take your hands off me?
​When you ever gonna let me be
​Proud of who I am?

I’m giving you a nightcall to tell how I feel

Green are the color of the eyes of the man I love
He's hard to take and hard to touch
And green is the color of the sea in the early month
Of mid july, ti amo much

You get so mad when I complain
You think I'm crazy but
I hear them talk they say my name
They're fucking tired of

All these beautiful people with beautiful problems
problems, yeah
Beautiful people and god knows I've got them
he wants to die
And he should fucking try

My baby lives in shades of blue
Blue eyes and jazz and attitude
He lives in California too
He drives a Chevy Malibu

My baby lives in shades of cool
Blue heart and hands and aptitude
He lives for love, for women, too
I'm one of many, one is blue

He used to call me DN That stood for Deadly Nightshade
'Cause I was filled with poison But blessed with beauty and rage Jim told me that he hit me and it felt like a kiss Jim brought me back, reminded me of when we were kids

2k 🖤🖤🖤

‏أغانيك المُفضلة هي جزءًا من أسرارك، هي أحاديثك التي لا تستطيع التَّفوه بها، هي صورة تعكس الحالة الشُّعورية التي تعيش بها.